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| The Way I Feel I want to tell you how i feel, And I've come so close before. But everytime i go to do it, ..... I can't anymore. I know you probably would like for me to tell you how i feel, too; But you don't understand what your slightest reaction to it could do. I do want you to give me a reaction, But more than just an 'okay.' But everytime i go to tell you, there's a destraction, Another feeling in the way. A feeling of being afraid, Of what my feelings will cost; A feeling of losing the friendship we've made, Another love lost. So when the time comes, When I finally get the guts to tell you how i feel, Please don't just stand there, And look at me as though i'm not for real. Give me a reaction to the way i feel for you, And how you feel for me. That way i know If we were really ever meant to be. Another Poem Dedicated to that special someone! |
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| I Should Have Realized I spent too much time loving you, because I thought you loved me, I spent so much time caring about you, that I was just too blind to see. You never really loved me, and probably never cared, I thought we'd always be together, thoughts of being without you made me scared. You told me so many lies, I was dumb enough to believe, I should have listened to my friends and family, when they told me I should leave. But, I made up excuses, kinda like the ones you made, When starting from the very beginning, I should have known- I was being played. But, again, I just didn't want to believe it. To me, everything seemed so right, Then we started to argue alot, but I told myself, "everyone fights." But, then came all the lies, and excuses even more, By now I should have taken a hint, I should have turned and walked out the door. So, now I found out you cheated, that's okay, I cheated, too, But see, when I did, it made me realize how much I loved you. I bought you things, I gave you money, but most important... I gave you my heart, Only to have it taken out, and eventually torn apart. I never really fell in love, although I thought it would be nice, I should have listened to my friends, and taken my parents' advice. But, it's okay, I'm stronger now, I've learned from my mistakes, Now I'll keep myself from falling in love, no matter what it takes. |
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| Forever I'll Wait I sometimes feel my heart will burst from wanting you so much I can't explain in words of how I long to feel your touch There is no way I can convey this emptiness inside That seems to tear my soul to shreds as time goes swiftly by If I could merely hold you near for just a little while If I could simply talk with you or only see you smile To have you look into my eyes and wait to hear you say Something that would help me take all the pain away If I have to wait forever I guess that's what I'll do For me, it will be worth it to finally be with you. |
| Dream I had a dream last night I dreamt you were mine I dreamt I was happy but it passed with time I dreamt we had each other and nothing else mattered But as the sky began to brighten the dream I dreamt was shattered And as the day went on I longed to be asleep For in my dreams you needed me and my wounds were not so deep I long for the crescent moon and fear the sun's light For the day is full of empty promises that are only fulfilled at night So, if my mind seems somewhere else and my eyes drift into space Please do not disturb me... ...I'm longing for the dream I chase And if my heart seems weary and I'm lost in a different place I'm only searching for the night and the warmth of your embrace. |
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| I Know I'll Never Have You I know I'll never have you So why should I cry I know you'll never care So why should I try I'm going to forget you I'll tell myself this lie But I know I'll always love you Till the day I die I know one thing is true There never was and never will be Anyone but you I know the memories are few But I'm still loving you I wish we could be together again But my wishes don't come true! |
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